randulo’s unblog

It's an old slogan, I even recall a store in Minneapolis that used the name "Life Socks". The pessimistic ode reminds me of the story of 'D', a young woman I met years ago. D was probably less than 18 when she began hanging out with musicians. She was sexually active in a day when everyone was, but she never really had a relationship with one guy for the first few years of her adult life. She had a sweet disposition and got along with everyone. She didn't seem to mind being used and always acted like this was her role. Then she got into hard drugs. What was unique, was that her personality didn't change, she was still sweet, never put anyone or anything down and didn't resort to stealing to feed her habit, although she did widen her sexual network to include more users, in order to get off.

At one point, we were in different cities and exchanged letters for a while. One day she wrote me saying she had finally realized she had to clean up, she wanted to change her life, and she went to rehab. As is often the case, she met her soul mate in that program. This often is not a good thing, but they both turned their lives around to the point that they got married and had a child. They embarked on a "normal" life, jobs, raising the kid, etc. I never met D's husband or saw the child, but from what I heard, they were doing allright, until the day her husband died in a car crash. Not too long after I heard that news, another piece of news came in, D herself was also killed in an auto accident. I never heard what had happened to the child or whether he or she had even survived.

Somewhere on the planet, an orphan of these two extremely unfortunate people lives (I hope). You probably have no idea how hard it is to escape from heroin addiction, but these two people somehow managed to do it against enormous odds and they were headed for a (hopefully) full life. A life outside of what we used to call the merry-go-round, the cycle of addiction where you live to cop illegal drugs and will do absolutely anything to get them.

D made a lot of people "happy" in her short lifetime and that life, more than any other, makes me hope that somehow our essence (soul, if you will) is recycled in the cosmos somewhere.

I had a dream
In the blue of the night
I was caught in the scheme
Of the Woman in White
Long ago
The mists of the past
Blackened my soul
It all happened so fast
 
Down Cadillac Valley
I copped me a dime
and did it in the alley
To save a lot of time
When I almost died
As I slid to the ground
I heard kind of cry
Like a siren sound
 
Then I remembered
Moments of bliss
The scent of a smile
Or the color of her kiss
But seeds of sorrow
Lay buried deep within
And I'm never gonna go
Never going back there
Ever again (never never)
 
solo
 
I woke with a scream
In a stone cold sweat
That can only mean
That I'll never forget
That she got my money
Nearly took my life
And I can never stop running
 From the Woman In White
 
I still remember
Moments of bliss
The scent of her smile
Or the color of a kiss
But seeds of sorrow
Lay buried deep within
And I'm never gonna go
Never gonna goin' back there

 
This song is related to T, J and the Hooker and I posted the link to listen there to listen to the song.
 

In the early days of the web, when images were only in line and there was no control of the page, I recall finding the lyrics to Woman in White on a site for nurses. They mistakenly thought the Woman in White was one of them. This Woman in White bears no resemblance to a person who would selflessly comfort a suffering human being. Animals were harmed in the writing of this song.